FINGER POINTER

years of utter disappointment in myself has resulted in fewer times that i raise my are to the finger pointer position

nearly every time that I judged, pointed the finger or slung mud, I got the same in return or got myself dirty

growing up in a time when the judging upon appearance was acceptable breaking the habit has been a life's challenge

lately the fingers have come out of pockets, i think rampant and quick but reality is i should expect it

when you wake up and look around and all you see are fingers, you instinctively want to deflect the powerful guilt rays coming from them. 

so deflecting the rays, would nearly make me a vicarious finger pointer

Im gonna try to avoid deflecting rays, be honest, take the heat and confidently know the whole story

why the urge to finger point, i know that others lose respect, i know that others need an outlet 

but why do we have the urge?  

the powerful rays are neither seen, felt, and often cannot be contained once shot

they richochet relentlessly, get marred, deformed, bent, twisted and leave a trail of horror every where they go

why the urge?  is it really finger pointing if its true, its not even a rumor if its true ,,,,,right?

but if it neither affects the price of milk, the heating bill, the mental well being of another's child, spouse or sibling why the urge to point out the mistake or crime or --------

really is it possible that those pointing the finger think that where they point the finger , those people are too dumb to realize their actions?

well there it is, i have successfully pointed my finger at the finger pointers,   whew i feel better that must be the urge to feel better about yourself

dumb reason!